Surrender Your Sensations

I woke up a bit dazed. The first thing that came to my mind the moment I opened my eyes was about the biopsy results that would come in the next day.

I closed my eyes again as I instantly felt sullen.

I swore to myself yesterday not to think about the biopsy results and just continue living my life, but here I was, thinking about it, first thing in the morning.

“Wake up, Sweetie. Time to eat.”

I was stunned with the voice I heard. The next thing happened, a strong set of arms immediately wrapped around my body. I almost forgot that Rupert stayed the night in my dorm.

“So, you really slept here last night?” I asked him, grateful that my voice sounded livelier than my real mood.

He kissed my temple before the tip of his nose brushed on my cheeks. He was beside me and his body was slightly hovering over mine.  “You don’t want me to leave. I was supposed to leave at dawn but you stopped me.”

My mouth dropped open and I remembered what he was referring to. I thought I was dreaming. “I tend to sleep talk,” I said, pushing his face away when he started kissing my lips. “I haven’t brushed my teeth yet, Rupert!”

He stopped kissing me but, “Rupert! You’re hard early this morning?!”

He pushed me back to the bed then he put his body on top of me.

I giggled when he kissed my lips again. It was a gentle and slow kiss. He was taking his time. I could feel his hand gently caressing both sides of my waist as the kiss deepened.

I wrapped my arms around his neck as I responded with the same ferocity. I moaned against his lips when his hand made its way to the insides of my shirt, then his hand enclosed around my right breast.

It was as if cold water was poured on me when I felt his hand on my chest. “W-Wait … Rupert.” I removed his hand from the insides of my shirt and then pushed him off of me. I got up from lying down and combed my hair.

“Hey, is there a problem?”

“Huh? Ah … I’m going to pee.” Without looking back I went to the bathroom and quickly closed the door. My forehead leaned against the back of the door. I gently knocked my forehead on the surface of the door.

“Shit.” I winced as I touched my right chest. I could instantly feel the pain, now that I was aware there’s a tumor inside it.

It took me a few seconds before the pain subsided. Before going out of the bathroom, I first made sure I looked good. I washed my face and told myself to act normal today. Do what I have to do and stop pitying myself.

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I raised an eyebrow for three reasons. First, because of the breakfast served at my desk; second, because of my things that were packed in a bag; and third, because of Rupert being topless in front of me. He looked more delectable than the breakfast he prepared.

“What time is it?” I approached him.

He was sitting on my bed, busy rummaging through my school bag as if he was looking for something.

“When did I allow you to go through my stuffs?” My eyebrow raised, looking pointedly at whatever he was doing on my things. I put both of my hands on my waist while standing in front of him.

He chuckled before he stopped what he was doing. With a wide smile, he parted his legs and made me stand in between them. Then, he hugged my waist. “It’s already near twelve in the afternoon.” I combed his messy hair as he looked up at me. “I like that lacy red panty of yours. So, I packed it.”

I gaped at him in amusement before I moved his hand from my waist down to my behind, teasing him with a swift and wet kiss on his lips.

Rupert was quick to respond, groping the cheeks of my behind while I was leaning forward, sharing a hot and fiery kiss with him. Moments later, Rupert grabbed a handful of my hair, pulling it until my face was raised. I gasped as his kisses descended on my chin, neck, and collarbone.

He was not satisfied and he pulled the ends of my waist-length hair even more, until my gaze met the white ceiling of the room.

“Ahmn…” I bit my bottom lip when Rupert pulled my body to lean furthermore. Moments later, I was looking up while bending forward to him. I held on to both of his thighs for balance. “Rupert,” I whispered.

“Do you want to eat the breakfast I prepared for you or do you want me to eat mine first?” Rupert slowly let go of my hair and slipped his hand onto my behind. He lowered my shorts and panties until they were on my knees.

My mouth dropped open as I felt his finger, beginning to touch the wet lips of my womanhood. I was so wet and my throbbing core was anticipating his every move.

“W-What’s your breakfast?” I asked breathlessly, closing my eyes when his fingers slid inside me. He slowly pumped in and out while his thumb was circling on my pulsating clit.

“I’m gonna have a naked and edible Meredith Kaye Santiago for breakfast.”

“Shit … Ahhh R-Rupert …” My legs trembled and softened as his finger moved faster. I wanted to stand straight but Rupert stopped me from doing so by trapping my legs in between his thighs and his free hand firmly holding my nape. “F-Faster … Rupert, I’m coming!”

“Uhmn … Don’t come yet. I’m not full yet.” Then he pulled out his finger fro my womanhood and my eyes widened when he sucked on that finger.

My knees gave out due to a mixture of pain and pleasure. There’s an itchy and stinging ache in my core and a tension in the middle of my navel because of Rupert stopping suddenly just when I was about to reach my release. And then, there’s this pleasure while watching him taste my essence wrapped around his fingers.

“Why the heck did you stop?” My tender legs couldn’t take it anymore and I fell to my knees between Rupert’s thighs. “I need to reach my release.”

“But I haven’t eaten you yet.” He playfully promised before I could get up from the floor. He then completely removed my underwear. I was half naked, from waist down, when he made me sit on my desk chair. “Let me have my breakfast, Sweetie.” Then he knelt in front of me. He opened my thighs and placed my legs on his shoulders.

My burning body slightly leaned backward as my legs were wrapped around Rupert’s neck. I was held in his arms when he pulled my hips slightly until my womanhood met in his mouth.

“Oh gosh … R-Rupert … Ohhhh … Ahh …” I covered my mouth with one hand to stop the loud growls. My room was not sound-proof and the other dormers might hear me.

But when I felt Rupert’s tongue enter my hole, when I felt his finger accompanying the intense pleasure that his mouth gave, that’s when I lost it.

“Ah … Alright … Gosh! Rupert, that’s … That’s heaven … I-I’m coming. Please…” My hands gripped his head and I pulled his mouth even more to my femininity. I was still not satisfied and my hips began to move, forward and backward, as he repeatedly licked and sucked on my clitoris and the very tunnel of my womanhood. “Yes, Rockstar … Eat me … Fudge. Gosh … Eat me. Ahhh …”

Then, Rupert licked my folds up and down when I finally reached my release. He cleaned me with his mouth before he stood up in front of me. “Now, let me feed you a real food, Sweetie.” He kissed me on the forehead before lifting me up like a child. My arms and legs were wrapped around him, my breathing was ragged, as he sat back on the bed with me sitting on his lap.

He wiped my forehead with a towel which I was not sure where he got. Then, he made me wear my underwear again before I settled myself, sitting comfortably on his lap. I was in dazed and cloud nine after that body shuddering orgasm he made me feel, so I didn’t have the energy to move. I just leaned on Rupert’s chest as I felt his hand caress my back.

“How about you?” I asked him, sniffing his manly and natural scent. Even though he was sweaty, he still smelled good.

“Me?”

“Yes, you. I could feel how hard you are right now.” Pertaining to his big bulge poking my behind.

He chuckled before he kissed my forehead. “Can we continue it later? Inside the bathroom while we’re taking a shower?”

I laughed at his suggestion before inserting my right hand between us. I touched his proud bulge and he sighed heavily. He leaned his head on my forehead while I rubbed him with my hand on top of his shorts.

“Are you sure you don’t need my help?” I whispered, teasing him by slightly squeezing his bulge.

“You’re already hungry, Meredith. For real food. You have to eat first,” he said in constraint before he took my hand and kissed my palm. He then sucked it before slightly bucking up his hips to press his groin on my throbbing flesh. “Eat first then I’ll take you in the bathroom later.”

“I only have a small bathroom here,” I negotiated, grinning. “I bet we can’t do it there. We won’t fit, Rupert.”

“Meredith,” he hissed.

“What?”

“Stop teasing me.”

“Sto denying me,” I said, getting my hand from his hold to touch him again but he playfully captured both of my wrists on his one hand and then put them behind me.

“I’m not denying you. I said, you have to eat first because it’s bad for you to go hungry. And then, I’ll have you.”

“We can’t fit in my bathroom anymore.”

“Then, I’ll take you here, on your room’s floor.”

My mouth dropped open as Rupert had a chance to laugh.

I stared at him before struggling from his hold. When my hands got away, I cupped his face then gave him a peck on his lips. “Take me from behind. Doggystyle.”