Novel Palace
Chapter 72
“Night is when fear comes to us at its fullest, when we have no way to fight it. It will do everything it can to seep inside
you. Sometimes it may succeed.”
Samantha Shannon
Ivan’s valerian root tea trick seemed to only be a temporary bandaid. It worked for a week, but eventually, the nightmares
returned — even with the tea.
I found myself in the middle of a dark forest surrounded by wolves on all sides. None of them looked at me or reacted to my presence ~ as if I wasn’t even there. They were circled around something, staring ahead with bloodthirsty eyes.
I didn’t think twice about pushing my way through the circle to see what they were staring at, and when I did, I gasped.
Griffin had been pushed to his knees, blood running down his face and his clothes, He was clutching his side too ~ no
doubt another wound. The worst part wasn’t the physical wounds I saw on him though. It was the broken look in his eyes
like he’d already lost the fight.
Standing above him, Alpha Liam looked even more menacing than Ir Chapter 72
emembered from the meeting. His face was painted with a victorious smirk and he loomed over Griffin looking every bit
like the conqueror he was.
J tried to move, to rush to Griffin’s aid, but I found that my feet wouldn’t move. They were planted into the soil.
I could only watch in horror as Alpha Liam smiled and sliced his claws along Griffin’s throat in one fluid movement. Griffin’s eyes rolled back and he slumped forward, clutching and grabbing at his slit throat.
I opened my mouth to scream, but nothing came out. And that’s when I woke up.
The first thing I registered — besides the darkness of the room – was my own heart beating wildly in my chest.
That wasn’t real. That wasn’t real.
I tried to picture Griffin’s face alive and happy in my mind, but all I could see was the version bleeding out on the forest
floor.
My entire b*dy had broken out in a cold sweat, and the comforter suddenly felt suffocating. I fl*pped it off my b*dy,
leaning over the side
of the bed.
That wasn’t real. Chapter 72
I knew that the nightmare was just an illusion, a deep-seated fear that my brain plucked from somewhere deep inside.
Ivan had said as much ~ that the mate bond did this to force the mated pair back together.
But that knowledge didn’t make it any less terrifying.
There was a tiny part of me that wondered if it was real. If the mate bond could give me nightmares, why couldn’t it give me visions of the present? Maybe this was the bond’s way of alerting me that something was seriously wrong, that
Griffin’s trip had ended in some violent, bloody way.
No, Ivan said he experienced dreams like this too. It’s not real, and even if it was, you would know. If Griffin really was
dead, I’d feel it. There would be no question.
And then I felt it.
A.warm, fuzzy feeling bubbled up inside of me, right in the middle of my chest. It was if someone had injected me with a
sedative or a narcotic ~ everything just suddenly felt fine.
I shed all the anxiety and the unease and let the warmth roll over me like a soft coat.
What is this?
‘Whatever it was, it wasn’t me. The new emotions were too strong and felt too foreign to be mine. Chapter 72 Is this a
bond thing? Are these Griffin’s emotions? The fuzziness really did fee! like a sedative, and after a few moments, I
felt the warmth lulling me back to sleep. This time, into a dreamless one. |°
When I met Ivan for our training session the next day, the first thing I did was ask him about the warm, fuzzy feelings I’d
gotten after the nightmare. Maybe it was our previous conversation we’d had, but Ivan had begun to feel like my go-to
person for questions about the mate bond.
“It felt ‘warm and fuzzy?” Ivan asked me with raised eyebrows. “Pretty much.”
“Could you pick more unhelpful descriptors? What exactly is a ‘fuzzy’ emotion?” he snapped. (*)
Irolled my eyes. “Fuzzy as in, like, the anxiety seemed to melt away. I felt fine all of the sudden – even to the point where I was able to fall
back asleep. Kind of like that buzz you get after a couple of glasses of
wine. | just felt mellow.”
“And this came directly after the nightmare?”Exclusive © content by N(ô)ve/l/Drama.Org.
I explained to him how I’d woken up feeling so anxious I’d even begun Chapter 72 to question whether Griffin was alive.
As soon as I said that, Ivan’s eyes lit up with recognition. “Ah, yes,” he said, “I understand what happened now.”
“And what happened exactly?” “You opened up the bond.” “I opened up the bond?”
“They never taught you about this in school? Didn’t you get a werewolf education?”
“Apparently not a very good one,” I shrugged.
Ivan sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose as he started to talk. “Think of the mate bond like a hallway with two closed
doors. You’re behind one closed door, the King is behind the other. Most of the time, those doors stay shut. The more
that a mate bond matures, however, it’s possible to open those doors from time to time. It’s usually in times of high
stress or heightened emotions. I’m sure that the anxiety you felt last night is what triggered it. You temporarily opened
the King’s door.”
My eyebrows shot to my hairline. “So…the warm, fuzzy feelings. Was I feeling Griffin’s emotions?”
“Not exactly,” Ivan shook his head, “You were feeling his part of the bond. The mate bond is the strongest bond someone
can have, and as Chapter 72
you described it, ‘warm and fuzzy.’ What you felt was the connection between you too, which is strong and growing
despite the distance. Had something actually been wrong with your mate, you would’ve felt that too.”
“|…didn’t realize I could do that.”
“Neither did I. I’d assume it’s harder for humans to accomplish than. wolves. You don’t feel the bond as much as a
normal wolf would.” +)
“So, does this mean I could just tap into our connection whenever I want? Like if I have another nightmare?”
“Not likely,” Ivan replied, “As I said, it’s difficult to trigger the mate bond like that. I’d be surprised if you could do it
again, at least not without feeling some very heightened emotions.”
I nodded, trying to soak in everything he told me. Lately, it had begun to feel like I learned new things about the mate
bond every day. These were things I’d never been told growing up and I wasn’t sure if that was because I was human or
if these were just the kind of things you had to experience for yourself to understand them.
“Now that you’ve used me as your personal encyclopedia,” Ivan said, clapping his hands together, “Are you finally ready
for the actual lesson today?”