Chapter 117
I woke up from a very long sleep. I have a headache because of a severe hangover. I just sighed when I got up. I put my head down and felt my senses. My stomach hurt too. I think I’m getting acidic from drinking too much alcohol. “Take the medicine first after sipping this chicken soup.” I turned to the speaker. I saw Yuan sitting on the edge of our bed while blowing his spoon with only soup. Suddenly my stomach growled. Is it a miracle? I didn’t vomit. Even though I was annoyed with him, I accepted him giving me a bite of soup. “Does your head hurt?” he asked. I didn’t move and grabbed the spoon. He doesn’t want to give it to serve me, so I really don’t want to give up. I remembered what I saw yesterday. “Aren’t you getting acid?” he added. “Don’t misunderstand me, what you should understand is the cancellation of the engagement. You tell everyone that you don’t want it anymore. To save your ego. It doesn’t matter if I look poorer than you.” I responded coldly. Yuan’s eyebrows met and he gave him an evil look.. “I will never cancel the engagement. The marriage will go ahead. Why do you hate it?” Yuan asked annoyed. I continued to sip the soup. Then drink medicine and water. “Because I don’t want to waste my one year. I want someone who won’t make me happy.. I don’t want another Kisaki.” I answered awkwardly. I stood up even though I was still a little dizzy. But I’m better now than before. “What do you mean?” Yuan asked. “I just don’t want to.” I replied disgustedly.. I took a towel and entered the CR door. “Why? Are you going to get back to your ex actor?” Yuan asked with raised eyebrows. I shook my head. “No! I will never go back to the person who just fooled me. I don’t behave like a fool.” I said last thing before entering the CR and taking a shower. I got into the bathtub and felt the warm water. Why do I always end up with women and never know how to be satisfied? I thought I was the only one? why does he have I thought we would be fine? But I just thought. My tears started to flow. Maybe, I don’t deserve to be loved. Maybe, I’m just getting started. Not lasting. When will the Lord give me love that I didn’t force but came voluntarily and will love me? It’s tiring that I’m always the one chasing and liking people. When will it be me? I finished taking a shower and when I came out Yuan was still there. Looking directly at me. It’s good that I was able to change my clothes in CR if it wasn’t awkward. I wiped my wet hair then stared at him. “I will move out now.. Thank you everyone.” I said emphatically. He stood up and angrily grabbed me.. I pushed him and backed away until he cornered me against a wall near CR. “I said no. The marriage will continue. Why are you acting like this?” he asked annoyed. He put his palm on the wall and my neck almost fell from looking at him. “Which one is hard to understand in what I said? I said I don’t want to. Why are you so ugly?” I stuttered. Pain and offense appeared on his face. “Is that annoying to me? Aren’t you the one who wants this? You’re the one who talked to your Godfather and suggested this deal. Did you think I didn’t know that? I know. But I still bit.” he strongly scolded me. “Yes, I’m getting angry! And I regret that I helped Ninong make a deal with you, even though I know there are many others.” I replied disgustedly. I’ve only been feeling annoyed since I saw them with Eunice yesterday. “I hope you didn’t do that if you were to leave me in the middle. You know I’ve been quiet in my life now. I’ve forgotten. But what did you do? You entered the door of my heart and disturbed my quiet world! Before now , you’re going to leave all of a sudden? And you’re going to tell me that..” Yuan’s eyes were bloodshot because he was so mad at me. I was stunned by what he said. Enter his heart? Does that mean he really likes me? “What are you saying? I entered your heart? Lol! Don’t let me. I’m already in your heart, why are you letting someone else in? And it’s a shame you’re still happy! You’re unfair, Yuan! When you can be like that. But when I’m not allowed.” I slipped under his arm and left in front of him. I combed my hair and started blowing it. “Which one are you angry about? I already told you. It’s not Eunice’s. She knows we’re getting married. I only went with her yesterday because she caught up with me at a store and she followed me to that restaurant.” Yuan explained at length. “Who wouldn’t be angry? If you only treat me like that. Whereas when he’s with you, you’re actually laughing!” I’m angry. “C’mon, you can tell me not to talk to you again. It’s not that you’re fighting me.” Yuan said with a raised eyebrow. “You know, I already know what you’re doing. And even if I stop you. That’s what you’ll do later on. You’re sick of forgetting when you’re in front of someone else.” I promised while putting ponds on my face. I sighed. “Change me, once I’m clear about how you feel about me. I’ll never be able to talk to others anymore. Even though I know I’m not doing anything bad.. I’m ready to stay away, just don’t get lost.” Yuan said seriously. “Liar. You can go there if you want.. It’s not that you’re going with us. I don’t want a girl like you.” I responded angrily. “It hurts you to speak. It’s been a while. I hope you fix your speech. Because I didn’t mean to hurt you. I’m not flirting. I’m just laughing at what he tells.” Yuan reasoned. I feel guilty there. I think I’m exaggerating a bit. “Sorry.. I really don’t want to be hurt because I was able to say a bad word.” I replied in a soft voice. “I’m sorry if I hurt you. I didn’t mean to. Also, I really don’t like Eunice. You can’t be two, I don’t want to. I’m fine with one of you owning my heart now.” Yuan said seriously.. My heart was racing there. It seemed to get off my chest. I feel my ears and cheeks getting hot. 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