Her Majesty

Chapter 19 The Story of Amanda

Amanda leaned on my shoulder, suddenly said, “Why are all men hardhearted? You are hardhearted,

so is he. Is there only sex on your mind? Sometimes I'd like to rip out your heads and hearts to see if

they're full of sperm!"

I did not know who Amanda was talking about, but it seemed that Amanda had loved him even if she

was coquet. I quietly listened to her.

"I have been with him for eight years, from the age of eighteen to twenty-six. I spent best years of my

life with him, gave all my first time to him, but why is he still not satisfied and hung out with other

women? Am I not as good as them?"

Amanda looked up at me, with tears on face, waiting for my answer. But I did not understand their

situation, I cannot rushed to answer, but had to cough, and said embarrassedly, “In fact, if you are good

enough, the women outside cannot be compared with you.”

"Am I good enough?" Amanda looked at me with a sad face.

I took a deep breath and said earnestly, “Yes!"

"Then why do you think he's still hanging out with women!"

"Well..." I did not speak for a moment, but I really can't understand why the man messed up with other

women with a beauty around.

"Are you men cheap?" Amanda gave a sharp pinch to the soft flesh around my waist. It made me cry

out in pain.

"No...Amanda, you can't complain to me!" I was dissatisfied with her behavior, because she struck so

hard that I knew without looking that my waist must be a lump.

"I will complain to you! You are bad too!" Amanda pinched me harder.

Well, I just shut up and let her vent. Luckily, she vented for a while and then stopped.

"Every year on my birthday, he would carefully prepare a candlelight dinner for me. In my eighteenth

birthday, he confessed his love to me, took out nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine

papercranes, and scattered in front of me. It suddenly touched me, and I agreed to have a relationship

with him. Later it proved that I was right, he was tender with me, accompanied me to college for four

years, I never took a textbook to a class with his help. Then we live together, and I never touched daily

necessities, I always thought that he would be so gentle in my rest life. But then everything changed!"

Amanda buried her head in my chest, with tears falling down.

“Just as we were about to get married, he came back with a woman and said he loved her, not me! I

immediately broke down and asked him why! Do you know what he said? He said he had had enough

of me at home like a master. He did everything and endured my bad temper. But, I did not force him!

He's the one who never let me do housework! First he developed my habit of relying on him, and then

he personally sent me into the endless abyss!"

"He even hugged and kissed that woman right in front of me, and did that kind of thing, in the same

house we used to have wonderful memories of together! I was so stimulate that I almost jumped off the Upstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g

building. I couldn't understand why he, who was once so good, suddenly became like that. And then I

realized, it was all my fault!"

"What kind of men will take care of you for your whole life, will spoil you forever? It is nonsense, people

have their own ideas. If they only blindly pay, they will be uncomfortable in the heart. But if he is

uncomfortable, he can tell me, I am not the kind of accustomed to take things from others! Why dis he

use this way to mercilessly trample my love under foot!"

Amanda cried louder and louder. I did not expect that Amanda had experienced such a thing. I have

always thought Amanda has been a strong woman, but unexpectedly she also had such a fragile side. I

felt distressed for her and took her in arms.

"When I first met you, I was shocked, you looked like him a lot. As you just entered this company, I

noticed you. You both had a kind of tenacious spirit. No matter how tough the customer was, you were

always positive to face it. Even though Manager Xu made a difficulties to you., you accepted it. From

you, I saw him. The dusty feelings in my heart unlocked."

After listening to Amanda's words, I knew that she took me as a substitute. I was a little annoyed, but

Amanda helped me, I had no reason to be angry with her.

"Justin, can you say something sweet to me? Let me get a little of him back in you!" Amanda suddenly

looked up at me, with expectation in eyes.

"Sorry, I can't." I helplessly spread out hands. If I agreed with her request, I was afraid she would get

deeper in that relationship. I said to Amanda, “Let it go. There are many good men in this world waiting

for you! There will always be a man kind to you all his life. You can't beat all the men to death just

because a man betrayed you. He betrayed you because he had a bad eye. You are a good woman,

different from those bitches.”

"Do you really think so?" Amanda was surprised to listen to my words.

"Yes, you are thirty, but you are now a manager. If my guess is right, you have shares of the company,

which an ordinary woman cannot do that. Although you did something to me...Uh...strange things. And

now I know, you just haven't forgotten the man. What is undeniable is that the person truly loved you,

otherwise he can't so good to you. Later you broke up, the only explanation is that he has changed,

everyone will change. You don't have to think of man every day. There were a lot of good men in this

world, like me!"

"You? Forget it. Don’t you know what you are?" Amanda burst into a laugh. Obviously she had a better

mood.

"What's wrong with me? I am an excellent young man in the new era. I said Amanda with

dissatisfaction in shameless tone. But I was to make her happy.