Runaway Alpha

Did you ever feel the kind of feeling that you see something that you thought you will never see again? Did you ever feel the feeling as you if you met someone you were avoiding with all of your life? Did you ever feel the feeling of excitement? An excitement and satisfaction that finally there’s a chance that the endless questions you have in your mind will finally come to an end. Did you ever feel the feeling of knowing Finally the answers you are looking for can be found and Bring into light.

I am asking you all that because that is the very same feeling that I felt right at this moment.

” It is you again”

“It is nice to meet you too… little young master or should I say… young master?”

At first I am not certain about who this person is. It is as if he knew me. The way he looked at me looks as if he can read everything on my mind. Even though, after all this years I can’t even remember what is the face that he made when I first saw him. But right now, I can remember all of those things as if things have refreshed on my mind.

That face finally let me remember his gestures and phrases that he said back then.

“Who are you and why do you know me?”

If you see someone when they were a little and then you see them again when they are all grown up, you can say that you can’t differentiate whether the person you are looking at is the same person as back then.

You will even doubt yourself whether they are the same person that you are talking to.

Still… that look in his eyes… he looked at me as if he is 100% certain that I and the one he talked last time was the same person.

“Do I know you?”

He didn’t answer what I asked him so I asked another question thinking that he will answer it for this time.

” Why do you know me? And how much do you know about me?”

This thing seems to work so slow. Is he a sloth? Or maybe it is just me who wanted to rush things so that I can hear his answer about my question…? I guess… the reason is both of that.

“I knew you very well. I am sure that there are no other person in this world who knows you too well as much as I do”

I am not sure why I feel like he is not saying any falsehoods about what he had said. I am not sure why I am feeling this way but it is as if he is someone who I shouldn’t doubt.

That is weird. When I’ve been very cautious about any particular matters.

Even if I have met him for only two times I can say that this person in front of me is someone who doesn’t make me feel wary.

He knew me too well? How come?

” What is your purpose about looking for me? Are you also the one that give Rico the letter?”

I am not sure why even after all this years he still looked the same as I remember. It is as if he didn’t change. It is as if all this time he is having that same face who never gets older even if he looks old right now.

” You can never change who you really are. A bird can never be a fish. A fish can never be a cat. A cat can never be a dog. And a dog will remain as dog even if they die”

What he said truly makes sense but still I don’t understand why he is speaking like that to me. It is not that I told him that I don’t believe. I didn’t even make a statement that is related what he had told me.

What is this reason for telling those to me.

“And in the end of the day no matter where he go… no matter where he hide… he will always remain the same. Nothing will change”

The things that he said is true but then the last statement he proclaim is something that I can never admit to say that I agree.

“You are wrong”

I saw him smile which makes me kind of confused why he act like that. Continuing my recent about why I said that what you said is wrong I let him hear my opinion.

“What you said is true but then you are wrong about one thing. Nothing will change? I bet that this is but a mere false statemenr. Things change and things will continue to change. In this world full of mysteries.. you will never know whether it is truth or lie but then one thing is clear that things will never stay the same forever.”

He looked at me as if he satisfied with what I said. But that I find it odd since I am not sure whether he is just doing this to test me or whether he just want to hear my opinion about it. Also not sure whether he planned something or he just stayed like that cause he have on objective. I am also not sure about what is going on in his mind.

“You didn’t answer my question. Who are you?”

“It is you who said that you can never forget something or someone that is truly special in your heart. If you forget about me… I guess this humble being in front of you is not as precious as what he thinks he is”

He slightly bowed his head down which makes me question his actions. I am not sure why he is doing that but then I feel kind of disappointed about what I have done.

Is he really someone who is precious to me?

But why can’t I remember seeing someone like him before? Why can’t I remember the one telling the very same words that he had said even though it feels like those phrases is something that I have heard somewhere before.

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I heard a blurry word that speak on my mind. It is as if… someone was called that way.

Closing my eyes I try to concentrate my mind to hear that voice who is speaking on me. And thankfully I didn’t disobey my decision.

‘Fidel… you can never forget something that is truly special in your heart. So, you won’t forget me… right?’